♥ † shay

Just Because
I love reading to him, he always smiles and acts as if he knows what the story is about

I love reading to him, he always smiles and acts as if he knows what the story is about

I’m so in love with this little boy. I know I’ll do everything in my power to keep him protected, happy and to let him know he’s loved. He’s my pride, joy..my life

I’m so in love with this little boy. I know I’ll do everything in my power to keep him protected, happy and to let him know he’s loved. He’s my pride, joy..my life

Where he always wants to sleep,  as much as I love holding him. .. it’s not very easy to get things done in this position

Where he always wants to sleep, as much as I love holding him. .. it’s not very easy to get things done in this position

Mothers are fonder than fathers of their children because they are more certain they are their own.

  Aristotle (via opinionsofa-singlemom)

I get so stressed and overwhelmed with being a mom,  some days I feel like I am breaking down… I feel selfish at times wishing I could go back into time before I became pregnant and made smarter decisions. I Love my son with everything in me but somedays and nights are just really hard… especially without having someone to help or to give you a minute to get yourself together.  I’m trying to be the best mother I can be but sometimes I let my own sadness and selfish thoughts get in the way of that… Even tho life was a billion times easier without a child,  I stare at my son and he always looks back with such reassurance and trust and it makes me realize,  perhaps I need him more than he needs me. . I never knew I was capable of loving someone so much

I get so stressed and overwhelmed with being a mom, some days I feel like I am breaking down… I feel selfish at times wishing I could go back into time before I became pregnant and made smarter decisions. I Love my son with everything in me but somedays and nights are just really hard… especially without having someone to help or to give you a minute to get yourself together. I’m trying to be the best mother I can be but sometimes I let my own sadness and selfish thoughts get in the way of that… Even tho life was a billion times easier without a child, I stare at my son and he always looks back with such reassurance and trust and it makes me realize, perhaps I need him more than he needs me. . I never knew I was capable of loving someone so much

The truth is, every son raised by a single mom is pretty much born married. I don’t know, but until your mom dies it seems like all the other women in your life can never be more than just your mistress.

—Chuck Palahniuk (via wordsnquotes)

(via wordsnquotes)

It hurts to love someone when we can’t tell them what we really feel because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing. We get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way. We want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it. Although our hearts are breaking in silence, we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend.

I promise to smile todayLike I didn’t fall asleep on pillows collecting my tearswishing god would decide to drown meSo I wouldn’t wake up in heartacheBut I cant seem to disappear.I wish a man that was kind enough to break meWould have the heart to put you back together in the morningBut instead I am on my hands and kneesScrambling up the piecesThey’ve left me with.But I’ll smileWith tears in my eyes knowingI will never be whole.